Closure #2
Posted by Ling on November 15, 2008
Being the eldest of 7 children and being older than most people at the church fellowship I attend, I feel I have a reputation to uphold. I appear fine and smile and have fun. I rarely ever let down my guard and cry in front of people.
Some people have crocodile tears…fake tears…tears to get their own way….
When I cry, it’s like squeezing the juice from my heart. They are honest heartfelt tears.
I have cried so many tears recently. I even cried during work so badly I had to take the afternoon off.
I thought I had ran out of tears for someone but yet again, they are pouring out deep from within my heart which still remains broken…
Dear You,
You run away quicker than the tears which run down my face, but it’s okay because He sees each tear that falls. You’re a fully qualified doctor but you’re making me ill, but it’s okay because He is my healer.
I am sorry for writing about you again, but give me more time and everything will be okay.
The End
Elaam said,
*hugs* its okay its okay…. i try not to blog as much too when im feeling down. praying for you.
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koolgurl_y2k said,
*more hugs* no matter how old u are, whether u are the eldest of ur siblings or not, its ok to cry!(this has officially made me a hypocrite lol) crying doesn’t come at an age =)
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tiko_tusukimi said,
yeh, don’t be silly.
cry as much as u want and talk about it as much as you want. indeed, blogging probably isn’t the best way – confiding in someone face-to-face would be more effective in getting this out of your system. When you think about these things by yourself and mull over it too much, everything gets blown out of proportion and seems worse than it is, that’s why we need to let our friends in on what’s going on in our head – GIVES YOU PERSPECTIVE!
and u defo will get over this Ling. u have the au-yeung survivor genes. it may take a few years and it might feel like nothing will ever be good again, but one day ule wake up and realise that you’ve got everything going for u: sexy, sweet, smart, employed/ if not, then smart enough to be employed =P
…and there also is the fact that your related to me! =D always a bonus =P
cheer up soon.
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sor_paw_ellen said,
Hey Ling
indeed it’s hard to get over something that hurted you badly but God is always there for you. Talking to someone whom you trust is the best and getting emotional and spiritual support from them is good too. Blogging about it is not the best way to get it out of your system. i know it takes a while not that i’ve had much experience but seeking God is always the best.
God will heal, you have to keep praying to Him for he cares.
crying is healthy and if that helps you to feel better then why not? i know that it helps me to get it out of my system.
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xyling said,
actually..i find blogging helps…cos sometimes I wonder who I can turn to for help? nobody really…or only some….sigh…i dunno
thus I blog to get it out of my system
whoever reads it and wants to approach me to talk about it, i welcome with open arms….
thx for everyone’s hugs…i want real hugs… =D
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