Monday

Ended Before It Even Started

Posted by Ling on July 26, 2004

Mr Udon left last week.  I let him hold my hand for a while, but there was no farewell kiss.  It was just goodbye.  It ended before it even started.  It’s good because I don’t see the point in starting relationships if marriage isn’t part of the picture.  Sure, I had nice feelings for Mr Udon, but feelings come and go…

I delivered the fatal words via text message :-

Feelings aren’t everything.  If actions don’t communicate love, feelings mean nothing.  We shouldn’t allow feelings to set the tone or pace for our relationship.  Instead we need to allow God’s word and patience and selflessness to guide us.  I will pray for us but I dunno if we will be together..Sorry

It’s good that he left to be honest because I had time to think about it.  I realised that because of these feelings, I began to neglect my family and friends.  I have just moved back to Glasgow and I want a new beginning here.  The next chapter is my job.  I’m not ready for a relationship…or maybe because I know, deep down, he isn’t Mr Right…and I also discovered that he had lied about something – but that’s another story, which I will share one day…

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