I’m NOT Fat!!!

Posted by Ling on August 5, 2011

He likes to cross dress...hahaha...

We have a breakthrough!!  I didn’t shed any tears today!!  Okay, if we are being nit-picky, it’s actually not true because at 2am last night, I believe I was bawling my eyes out again.  The stupid sleeping pill did not make me feel sleepy but in fact, it made me super-hysterical!  When I finally settled down it was time to wake up for work.

I was like the zombie dentist at work today because of lack of sleep.  Yet, I felt better.  YAY!!!!  Everyone’s prayers must be working because I joked and laughed today at work and then I managed to talk about “it” and not feel crappy.

I think the Husband must be glad that I am not an “emo-psycho-freak” today.  Not that he’s ever called me an “emo-psycho-freak”, but I would call myself that.

I love him.  In order to cheer me up, he did a number of things :-

1.  He came home with groceries last night.  He rarely goes to the supermarket to buy groceries.  I do that job.

2.  He told me to “Go do some blogging!”  He rarely tells me to do that.  In fact, he’s been hinting that I should pursue other interests outside the blogging world.

3.  He bought me 2 presents.  One of them was a make-up book I was looking at a few weeks ago.  He remembered.  How sweet.  The other present was another book.  Title : “How To Never Look Fat Again”.  He is funny.  I laughed.  He made me laugh!!  Only he can make me laugh in tough times!

Thank you once again to everyone’s lovely supportive prayers and messages.  Family, friends (real-life and online), colleagues and the lovely blogging community (readers and other bloggers).  We will be going for further blood tests next week so will keep everyone posted.  These blood tests are for genetic analysis to see where exactly are the mutations – which will be essential for genetic counselling so that they can analyse the data and give us more specificity with regards to risks to our future kids.

Hope everyone has a lovely weekend.  Thanks for reading.