Stop Giving Me Grief #2
Posted by Ling on July 16, 2008
Contrary to popular belief, I am NOT desperately seeking for a new boyfriend. Yes, every day I am bombarded with people loved up, people getting engaged, people getting married…
In fact, the more I try to not think about love, the MORE I end up thinking about it.
Yes, I understand that I am turning year older in a few weeks…the older I get, the more limited are my choices…blah blah…
I was at this wedding last week, watching the two happy lovebirds dancing happily, when my (married and pregnant) girlfriend Mrs Diva asked me, “Do you think you’ll get married before 30?”
“…(mumble grumble)…I dunno…”
SERIOUSLY how do I know?? Mrs Diva, what kind of question is that? It’s a DUMB question I tell ya!
When I was younger, I wanted to be married at 25 and have my first baby at 27, whereas last year, Mrs Diva said she never wanted to have a baby but look at her now…
It’s so weird how things work out.
I was wondering if I would be happy to be single forever…
Maybe…
I think I am SO afraid of falling in love but then getting my heart broken again…
It’s not so easy anymore…
How can I trust you?? Hmm…???
I get the odd compliment – Thanks, but really? Do you REALLY really think so??
You like me?? – WHAT? You like me LIKE me?? NO WAY!
You want me to be your girlfriend?? – ER????? WHY???
You LOVE me?? – HAHA…funny!!!
You wanna marry me and spend the rest of your life with me?? - HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!!!
Nearly 9 months of singledom!!! WOW…the same time as pregnancy!!
My Mum is secretly worried that I will end up with any random guy as she thinks that I am oh-so-desperado…
She likes to test my reactions so she will mention names of guys I hang out with and watch me to see if my eyes light up…hahaha…
But I don’t mind because she is looking out for me. She knows that I am incapable of making decisions and when I do, I make the wrong ones. I am such a fool!…*gulps*…
Why is it some guys are only interested in being my friend when they want MORE than friendship??
And when I go and hang out with them, people like to comment and say that I AM LEADING THEM ON??!!!!
Erm…excuse me…someone think about ME!
What if THEY are leading me on?
What if THEY only want my company for ulterior motives, but when unreciprocated, they ditch me faster than a speeding bullet??
What if THEY make me feel like the most important girl in their world, but then change their mind later???
thebiggee said,
問世間情是何物? [Ask this world, what is love?] Popular Chinese question. Hehe! What is Ling 姐 doing for her bday leh?
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enoch_hlh said,
seems like you’re not enjoying being single atm… but many married people can tell you that they miss those days being single…
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xyling said,
aiyaaaaaaa…u got is so wrong eboy….it is so FUN being single…..i like it a LOT
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