Stop Giving Me Grief
Posted by Ling on June 24, 2008
On a bad day, like today, it hurts like a freshly-cut wound…
I can’t win.
If I am still sad and crying to sleep, I get grief - “Stop mourning. Move on! You still talking about that??”
If I express an interest in a guy, I also get grief - “Oh my goodness, you have moved on so FAST! You didn’t really love him did you??”
HELLO?
It’s my life…leave me alone!!!
I don’t even know what I’m doing these days. It’s just so screwed up, somehow. Sigh.
People always ask me this question – ” What happened to the ring?”
I have it, of course…well, it would be different if I had ended the relationship…
Aha…see…there’s the freaking problem…
I think there’s something HUGELY wrong with me…like, there MUST be something wrong with me for someone to NOT want to be with me after spending 3 years plus with me….what is it? what is it??
It must be because I’m weird!
And then there’s the trust thing. How do I know if the next guy who comes along isn’t going to just break my poor little heart???
Guys all say the same things…they promise the same things…it just gets so confusing…who is The One? But I thought I met The One? Oh but wait…is it him?? Or him??
WTF?!
koolgurl_y2k said,
oh Ling Ling, everything will be ok. Let the bad days past and roll on the good days. Will be praying for you =)
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weecat said,
hey! ive been struggling with the exact same thing the past few days so i can totally relate *hug*…..Weird how they can just switch off their feelings eh? Boys suck!
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