As you all know from here, the fiance has moved to London to work and study for a year.
On the day BEFORE he left (Day -1), the ACTUAL day (Day 0) and the day AFTER (Day 1), I was crying non-stop.
During work, I would be in the middle of drilling a tooth and my eyes would tear and block my vision!!
(no patients were harmed)
We’ve dated for nearly 3 yrs. He used to stay 1.5 hours away, then 0.5 hours away and then 0.25 hours away…but now, so far….
I was just unhappy….that wasn’t part of the plan…MY plan…! Yes, and that was the mistake!
Who am I to plan my life?
Duh, of course it’s not up to me…and it’s a lesson really….just to learn to trust Him up there!
Day 2…no tears today! Just 363 days to go…
Jeremiah 29:11 – “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”