Without Me #3

By Ling

As you all know from here, the fiance has moved to London to work and study for a year.

On the day BEFORE he left (Day -1), the ACTUAL day (Day 0) and the day AFTER (Day 1), I was crying non-stop.

During work, I would be in the middle of drilling a tooth and my eyes would tear and block my vision!!
(no patients were harmed)

We’ve dated for nearly 3 yrs.  He used to stay 1.5 hours away, then 0.5 hours away and then 0.25 hours away…but now, so far….

I was just unhappy….that wasn’t part of the plan…MY plan…!  Yes, and that was the mistake!
Who am I to plan my life?
Duh, of course it’s not up to me…and it’s a lesson really….just to learn to trust Him up there!

Day 2…no tears today!  Just 363 days to go…

Jeremiah 29:11 – “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

1 Comment on Without Me #3

  1. ansypansy
    September 23, 2007 at 4:49 pm (7 years ago)

    awww love you! i’d go on to say all those comforting words.. you know about how long distance relationships will only bring you both closer, emotionally… but chin up. now that he’s away at least you can spend more time with your family and friends…? after all, it’ll make each time you speak to him/or see him, even MORE special…. love you… hugs !


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